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Can you say wow?

2008-05-15T07:23:50Z

I guess they never delete these things. I've just finished my novel and can't sleep so I ponder things I haven't pondered in years... I forget passwords and user names like its no ones business. Yet I break the code on my own brain and log into my LJ account that I haven't touched in 125 weeks? Well I'll keep in mind that I still have this. I do believe though, I stopped drabbling rants in things such as these, because it lead me to trouble. lol So instead of announcing to the world of my troubles, I'll proof read them first. :P I have only 3 friends on here so I don't think I'll be hearing anything from anyone soon. Tootles.

Where am I?

2005-12-20T11:25:13Z

I finally made it to Bullhead, Arizona after like 28 hours of driving. I've been here for like 3 days but the lag has gotten down the past couple days. Figures as soon as I get here I'm sick as a dog. lol So I drive into the exit and my breath is taken away... I drive into this valley surrounded by beautiful mountains and just get excited!! I'm waiting to hear back from the apartments and I start my job by the end of this month. I don't work for Christmas but New Years and my birthday. XD I'm so excited that everything has been going so smoothly and now all I have to do is get the rest of the little shit done. Including a damn speeding ticket... wtf. I never want to go to Texas again. I was pulled over for doing 80 in a 70 while everyone was doing 90... I was told to call the judge after I get settled in but I mean come one... whatever I'm here and I'm not worried about it at all. He must have had his night stick shoved far up his ass because I almost killed him. Other than that Ryu was an absolute kawaii neko!!! He sat in between the front seats, perched on the arm rest. It was his own personal lil chair. He watched the cars passed and took cat naps like a small child, no panic attacks or anything. He even held in his pee until 10+ hours!! O.O I didn't get him a litter box until then and I was so proud!!! As soon as I put the litter in he jumped in and pissed for like 30 minutes. I never laughed so hard in my life, but I was also so proud that he didn't pee all over my stuff. I love my lil Ryu so much. He getting so spoiled up here and he isn't as depressed as I thought he would be without Dizz and Jam. o.O He's loving on me, giving me kisses, and running around like a maniac. lol He's in my lap as I type watching my hands half asleep... I can't get him to detach from my hip. lmao Well I guess that should be all besides for this Wednesday I go to get my health card for the casino, which means tetanis shot!! >< Damn it I hate those!!! Blah I think I'm going to head to bed so I can go pick up the futon tomorrow and go to the bank. *sighs* I haven't stopped running around since I got here... I can say I had the best korean/Japanese food tonight!! I'm so full... mmmmm going to bed... night.

Horizon Breaker o.O;;;

2005-11-29T18:40:38Z

Things have went from upside down to completely visible. It smacked in the face when I realized the simplicity of solving my problems. I'm moving and thats that. I turned in my application for a job in laughlin, NA and to tell you the truth I'm almost sure I got a job. Thats only because my step father has been working the managers there for me. So as soon as I get the job I fill out the form for moving assistance. I get 2 grand to move, plus they pay my rent, utilities, and deposits to help me out!! I'm so excited. Even though it may take a couple days I get to stay with my step father till its ready.
Tommy is coming with me also. His mom gave him her car and unfortunately we have to drive seperate cars for like 17 hours. >.< Hopefully we don't fall asleep, I'm going to need some energy pills and drinks. ;_; So its offical, we're moving to Laughlin, Nevada. I'll have to finish packing and go to MS to pick up the rest of my stuff and RYU!!! I'm so happy, I can't wait to see him. We also pick up Tommy's car too so its looking good for the both of us. ^^

OK, now we have a new addition to our little traveling pack... Monty. Monty is Tommy and I's baby python that we bought together. I helped pay for half so it wouldn't kill us both since we both wanted one. o.o; So we share Monty and give him quality time. ^_^ So he'll get tp bring Monty and I get top bring Ryu, lmao. So its all a matter of time till we head up out to Nevada and on our way to the big city. I can't wait to go to Los Vegas. ^^ Tommy has always wanted to go to Caesar's Palace and I'm part of the company so hopefully I can get him into one of the resturants or something. ^^ Nice present. Plus we'll be there hopefully before Christmas to spend time with family. Oh yea.. o.O He wants me to go with him to New Orleans for christmas so we can take turns driving and I can meet everyone. lmao I guess we'll be spending two different christmas events. We're kind of alone in the world now so he's been my right hand man. *smiles* Lets just hope Gamestop can transfer him over to Laughlin since its right down the street from my step dad's house.

Okay, okay, I know I've been playing FFXI A LOT recently but I have good news. Well I went from lvl 25 to 50 within 10 days of game play time!! Thats incredible! Well Tommy got accepted in this HMNLS called DreamersLS and they said if I can get 73 by Jan then I would be accepted too. O.O First off I have no clue what goes on but I'm excited and I want to learn. lmao Monk has been the most interesting job for me thus far. I'm kinda leveling WHM/BLM at the same time but I need to complete Mnk first. Plus finish my sub job. >.> My WAR is like 33 I think.. I need to get to 37. o.O; lmao Well I guess I should end this since I have lots to do today. Phone calls to recieve and arrangements to make. *sighs* Another event filled day... u.u;

AND IN THIS CORNER!!!!

2005-11-18T07:15:20Z

Its so entertaining when you have an immature woman giving empty threats that won't full fill the satisfaction of a good ass beating to a damn noob. Hehe Lets start from yesterday night. Tommy, Pat, and I were playing FFXI till like 7am. That involved no moving what so ever!! We were all huddled on the bed sharing a blanket because Pat needed the fucking window open. (like below 30 degrees out >.> ) I guess around 2am Pat's mom, Marissa (his older sister), and Kristen (Marissa friend) were all talking and asked us to run to the store to get cigs... so we did. That was the only time we were actually touching the floor. PLUS Pat's family isn't exactly on the light side so they would have to tip toe through out the house to appease the downstairs neighbors. Hey the neighbor downstairs is a teen mom with 3 kids that said she lived in this same apt before and that we needed to be a little more quiter. Okay now that ironic, she's a big girl and I doubt she was treding softly. SO that led to us trying to be quiet tonight. Pat's mom left to go back down to MS and Marissa came over. o.O Well I woke up late as usual because I stayed up all night. (Pat's mom bitches about that even though we've been the only 3 to clean this house while they trash it. >.>;) I did Tommy and I's laundry today so that we would have clothes for awhile and then came home to play FFXI. Its been a couple hours before Marissa even showed up! Finally she shows up and Pat cooks chicken Fajitas... mmm they were so fucking awesome. Well while the FFXI playing was going on little Maleia (Marissa's daughter) was running up and down the halls. We asked her to stop 3 times. Not once or twice but three times. Keep in mind lil lei-lei and I have been like sisters. I love that girl to fucking death and she loves me. So when we asked she didn't stop because she was hyper as kids are. Anyways, Marissa was on the phone in pat's mom's room and yelling up a storm. I realize she was yelling at Lei-lei (nic for maleia) dad for not being around but I now understand why... Marissa is a hardcore slave driver and pushes everyone into insanity with her bickering. The noise was so loud that Pat called his mom to tell inform her that we were mere bystanders and she was freaking out. Pat's mom got a call from the AL sherif for all the noise already!! Pat's mom called Marissa and shit hit the ceiling. She came in the room yelling at me to never correct her kid again and that all of us were lazy fucking teenagers that knew nothing. ALright coming from a single mom with no job and the fact that she's the one that has been so immature about this whole thing. I will admit how proud I am about biting my tongue. Anyone who knows me, knows that I have a temper to smite God himself. She gave empty threats to kick my ass and basically talked so much shit to Pat that we blocked him out. You could tell growing up she was one of those snobby bitches you just wanted to slap for talking about how the lastest fashion so clashed with the girl in the last class you had. >.< Frankly I shrugged my shoulders and looked her in the eyes and smirked. I don't really give a fuck, and she's just like my mom. She told us we ruined her life... that sounds soooo FUCKING familiar.. I wanted to bust out. MOM? MOM!? IS THAT YOU!!! lmao Well she said we wouldn't leave the room so what did I do. I picked up Pat's room and left the room smiling and holding my head up in disgust at them. I did the dishes and laughed and joked not leaving the kitchen or hallway till they left. Pat was helping me and we were talking like there was nothing wrong and they were a waste of our time. Kristen walked in trying to make subtle insults and I stared at her like 'god damn your fucking stupid' and she left. By the way she's the bitch that said it was US making noise at 4 in the morning... She was asleep by fucking 10pm and we were playing FFXI and not touching the fucking ground. She said Tommy was stomping on the ground... that makes A LOT of fucking sense. They're just stupid and they were targeting me because they were fat unhappy bitches that had no pride of respect to their names. I tried being nice but I can't stand stupid fucking ppl. *sighs* I only wished she wouldn't have gone as far as telling lil lei-lei that Jessica doesn't like you anymore and she's mean so don't go near her. Now that pissed me off. Corrupting children at a young age.. that will lead to revolting against the parents.
Speaking about revolting my mom called telling me my sister started talking back to her and she can't get her to stop. My lil sis keeps going on about her moving out. lmao She's taking after me and I told my mom there was nothing I could do. She wanted to have another me so she should deal with it and she laughed saying over her dead body. Well my mom was just like Marissa but Marissa will never understand being a single mom of two, with the oldest one working her ass off to keep everyone fed and sheltered. I raised my little sister so I DO know how hard it is MARISSA!! Stupid bitch I wish she could understand that she literally fucked up. She wanted Tommy and I to be her room mates to help her pay the bills now she's still in the same situation she once was in. If she realizes and tries to apologize I will smirk like no tomorrow and say... "SUCKS TO BE YOU!!! HAHAHA!!" I'm so wrong. Oh well I think Tommy and I are wearing our welcome her... so I might take my dad's offer to move to Arizona.. right by L.A. O.O That will be interesting. I heard its beautiful out there and I can get away from the lunatics and go live with my pot head dad on a happy streak 24/7 and mt close friend he's dating. SO fucked up. lmao Anyways I think I'm done for tonight and my curiousity to write this down to make logic of the retardedness of people TRYING to convict others for no reason. *shrugs* Ciao lmao

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2005-11-16T02:35:47Z

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Survival 101

2005-11-16T01:45:43Z

The ride back to the coast wasn't as long as I thought it would be. I got there and was submerged in a life of relaxation and fun. We went to mall and goofed off like lil kids. I haven't laughed that hard in soooo long. We also tore up some DDR. The last night before we departed for AL, (because we stayed for like a week until Pat's parents were ready) the Lesbian arcade girl showed me her art and quickly made advances. Being a bit overwhelmed I laughed and pattedher on the back because I'm not like that anymore. She was way to immature and butch. *shivers* The good thing is though she allowed Tommy, Nate, and Pat to stay with me after hours so we could all play DDR. The amazing workings of boobs.. lmao. The ride up to Montgomery was some funny shit. Bumpin and riding all the way there with Tommy in the passenger seat acting goofy. The ride was kind of long but I hardly noticed because Pat and I were too busy racing and playing around with other cars by faking road rage. lmao Since I've been here we've been playing DDR, soul calibur III, and well now the net is up so we about to jump on some FFXI!!!! The craziness!! Tommy also got hired at Gamestop in the mall. Orginally we both were going to apply but I decided to try something new plus I think they had one spot open. So I'm turning in my SUncoast, Hot topic, and resturant apps in tomorrow. Pat and I have became so close friends. I'm happy, we're all helping each other out and basically the threee muskuteers. Tommy has a nack of making me smile when I'm done and does the secret tarutaru dance for me. ^-^ Pat's mom and sister have also become close to me. Its like we've known each other since before time and we get along so well... funny thing is his mom got me to commit to a pagent. o.o This will be interesting.. I walk out onto the stage do my pivot.. then BAM. Jessi hits the floor. >.< Nah everyone will be there cheering me on. I can't express how much fun I'm having and thankful for having Pat's mom walk me step by step with my paperwork so I can get a trailer. Either way I think Pat and Tommy are my room mates for awhile. We cook, clean, and reak havoc together. Though there are a few things I miss. I miss my dad Dave, Ryu, and my friends back home. I hope for them to visit soon or vice versa. I plan on getting my baby back soon I'm getting depressed without my lil kitty kissies. WELL I plan to update later on also so I'll leave on this note. Ciao!!

Things aren't so Bad!!

2005-11-02T19:57:56Z

Look I know I vent about Anthony a lot but it only shows I rather put it on here and read for myself to give him a MUCH more mature answer. lmao He helped me pay for my car until my check came in... but turns out he's helping me with my tag and title also. I'm kind of glad things are working out. He tells me this is the last thing he's going to do for me so... yea! My mom is scarying me also. She isn't the cold heartless bitch she once was. Now that we've been apart she's more affectionate and understanding. I'm out of her hair I guess. She sent me a total of 300 dollars so far. I realize I helped her during her time of need and raised my little sis but I never expected anything in return. I'm happy, everything is falling into place. I just want to get up and dance to DDR soundtracks. lmao I'm on the phone with a friend so I'll end this. Ciao!!!

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2005-11-02T11:16:15Z

Do I even want to BEGIN describing how it felt to see Anthony's post? Look I understood his feelings about my journal. Even though I know he has one now? I don't read ex's journals.. its like a hidden rule that tells me I don't really care. What they tell me in person is the two cents they give me and I'm fine with that. I'm kind of a bitch when it comes to emotions. I don't like to cry in front of ppl nor do I like to feel vulnerable.... so I'm sometimes defensive. Its just I thought it was kind of ironic that I got the reaction like that from him when he had one all along.. seems hyprocritical? He may have not bashed me on his journal but I believe that he had mentioned that putting these things on here made them public for everyone to read. I was like everyone? Dave is one person and frankly he doesn't care to pick sides. He just wanted to add me to buddy list and listen? I guess I'm a bit blown away about this all. Anthony of all people should have realized that he kept real journals to write in and if I did he would have still read it anf gotten angry. *shrugs* To each their own. I'm just trying my hardest to stay friends with him but it gets harder and harder. He seriously needs to light up... I know this but I also know he's going through I rough time right now. Well I must be a cold hearted bitch to act all chirppy so everyone isn't burtdened with my depression I've been struggling with. >.> I just feel that no one should have to be brought down because I was having a funk day. >.< Life goes on and time doesn't wait. Would it hurt to just no take things seriously and act as if you didn't have a care in the world but to be happy?

Leaping over the Edge...

2005-11-02T10:50:27Z

I know it has been a long time since I put my last entry but I've been kind of busy with a lot of preparations going on. I'm leaving this Friday. (Nov. 4th for those who don't want to add :P) I've been endulging myself in ome super fun packing. I HATE moving with a fucking passion, but it has to be done. It's almost 5 in the morning and I have to be up in an hour... to take a shower and ready myself for my Diver's test. >.< I know!! I've had my permit for over a year and I still haven't go my DL. WELL if I could have found someone with a car with insurance on it or could pass an inspection sticker test without ghetto riging it then I would have!! lmao I just can't sleep. After the DL I need to get Anthony to sign it over to me and come with me to get my tag. >.< After that all I have to do is pile Tenshi up and get ready to leave on Friday. >.> I named her Tenshi for an angel. Seemed fitting. Speaking of Athony.. he read my journal.. you know the last two entries. Yea.. Well all I could say is I never told him to. If he didn't like what he read I'm sorry. These are my feelings I vent out with typing and without them I'd probably hurt his feeling by telling him I didn't understand. We talked about this before so if he decides to read this one as well then there you go. You know what I'm talking about. NOW if I'm going to act different or spare feelings on here. No. Simple as that. The reason I stopped my journal last time is because ppl got pissy at my emotions and opinions. Well frankly I never told anyone to read it. They just did. So anyways, I'm extremely excited, about moving that is. I'm going to a new place with new people. I hope it could help me unwind for awhile. I'm going to miss Kayla a lot. I know this. BUT I'm going to visit her every chance I get when possible. :P I slept in the room next to her last night. The bed in there is so damn comfortable. >.< I know it seems akward to Anthony that I'm sleeping up there but once I go in there to talk to Darla, my mom, or someone I get warmed up under the blanket and as they talk I ready myself for relaxation time. Its not that I don't want him to hear my conversations its just I need my space and me time. I like to talk without someone accidently listening on my cnoversation, plus most of the time ppl call when he's asleep and I don't want to wake him. Damn night owls and their phone calls. Either way I'm doing it not to make things akward but to give myself the space I need at the moment. Plus whats the bid deal about me sleeping in a bed I can stretch out in? Having to tell him that I'm going up there so it doesn't surprise him if he wakes up in the middle of the night? Its not like I'm going anywhere. I know he may be lonely but I shouldn't wake him up to tell him "Hey I'm sleeping up stairs" and getting a response like why? Because I want to. I have no reason other then its warm up there from time to time and I like to speak to my friends without whispering so not to wake him up. He says it wouldn't but it annoys me when ppl are talking on the phone while I try to sleep so common curdusy? *shrugs* I'm just mellowed out from leveling up 8 hours on FFXI yesterday. >.< My sub job is practically almost out of my way. >.> Speaking of which if Tommy ever reads this... THANK YOU!!!! "Setsuko gives Lilthumper huggles and Mithra kisses.* You've been helping me out a lot and I owe ya big time. It seems he is having a hard time just as I am but its cool. We're going to help each other out. Since this is till I get my feet stable I'm going to work my ass off. Hopefully Darla will be ready then. u.u She's my best friend and she seems to porcrasinate more than anyone I know. >.< I told Tommy since he helped me out when I was down on my luck that if he ever needed a place to stay he was welcomed in the apt we would hopefully have. ^^; Its a comfort to have friends out there that are helping me out. Darla is going to turn 20 this year on Nov. 6!!! *SHOUTS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! WOOOOT ONLY ONE MORE YEAR TILL YOU BUY MY ASS SOME DRINKS!!! *counts the endless times she forked money up for them to get drunk* Yea she so owes me. -.-; On that semi happy note I leave today. Whether or not Darla shows up to help with the move will decide what time I leave. Also whether I can post anything new. So until then... Ciao.

Walk Away....

2005-10-31T13:35:03Z

All I can say at the moment is wtf. I realize all my problems have faded away day by day...but it seems with the good comes the equally bad, maybe worse. I can officially say I bought a car. Anthony helped me by loaning 400 to me since my check wouldn't come in till Wed and I didn't want to pass the oppurtunity. I love my car, he's a 98 ford tarus..yes I said he! Its so kawaii and I still haven't thought of a name... I was thinking Tenshi. It's Japanese for Angel, because it saved my ass and its white. *shrugs* I can always go with Setsuna from Angel Sancutary... *shivers* mmmm... ANYWAYS! Back to things I still don't understand, like the way Anthony has been acting. It's slowly but surely seeming slightly giving this extreme negative vibe. I REALIZE I just broke up with him but I'm not making statements like him. I was wearing my black muscle shirt and leaning over on the bed to grab the cigs and my phone. I knew I was in his way and thats one of the reason women have breasts but there was no need for "You know this is hard for me and your breasts in the way don't help." So I got up and put a sweatshirt on, he then apologized saying that he's an asshole and that I must have been thinking of the night he pushed his luck trying to make me give him pity friendship sex. He was right. The past few days I've never heard him talk like that to me. Derogirtory? I have no clue how to spell.. how can I? I'm asian. (/sigh) I've been trying to end this civilized but it seems sex is on the brain. I can understand partially I guess but self restraint doesn't come easy to some. Or how he put it, it doesn't effect me that way. It doesn't. Coming to a conclusion I guess having me here is like a walking tease of emotions so I've finalized the date I'm leaving. This Friday. Tommy and everyone will be back in MS on Tuesday and leaving to AL Sat so I have to arrive there before departure. So little time, so much to do. I also cleaned the basement.. *shudders* It was nasty, it took me and entire day/night. u.u; I don't know if its just me but I need to get away for awhile. I love the guy to death and would do anyhting for him but I guess the way we've changed I can only love him as a friend. I want everything to smooth out for the time being and its not helping with me here. Funny thing is... I know he wants me to stay until he leaves but its just not possible when he's acting this way. Its sad when I can't even play FFXI with him without him being depressed. I don't want to see him like that anymore. Once I'm out of his visible picture maybe he can get things sorted out? everything has been giving me a headache... *rubs forehead* All I need is for my best friend and her bf to say we're coming there on Friday and everything is set. My mom is sending me money to help me finish what I got to do... I was actually surprised. >.< Speaking of moms... on the 29th I went to the family halloween party and got completely plastered. -.-; Anthony's mom was the funniest woman I've ever seen, plus she was shoving drinks down my throat. >.<; I dressed as the female version of the Crow. I looked pretty damn awesome. I'll post the pistures when they're developed or sent to me. o.O I can't stress enough how much this family means to me though. Anthony's lil sis Kayla has been by my side. She's like my own little sis.. I'm going to miss her. Everyone welcomed me in with open arms and also smiled when I said I was leaving. I couldn't have met a better family to share my love with. I think I'm going to be alright though. There's a big world out there and no matter how many excuses someone gives me, I'm still going to explore, and they know that. I just wished Anthony can finally see it for himself what has changed in himself. This is not anything to do with me getting to a certain point and leaving. This is finding out for myself wtf I'm suppose to do with my life and stop running from the enivitable. I'm not oging out there for the college party style, let it drop. There doesn't have to be a hardcore reason to why people change. I'm tired though so I'll leave at that note and possibly write more later. If the damn net is working. >.< *kills modem and bites wires* ciao...

Wow

2005-10-29T11:29:00Z

This is the marking of a new begining. I haven't kept a livejournal for a few years now. Its just people take them too seriously, maybe I should give filtered thoughts? Fuck that. I would rather be honest, more then ever now. It seems as if my life as been boggled into insanity. One moment I was getting back together with my ex Anthony then finding myself in his mother's basement shortly before moving out to be on my own. That story itself is fun in its own way. Anthony and I dated July of 04' and it lasted for 6 months. We lived together and I was still trying to finish high school. The reason we broke up is because, yes, I cheated on him. I will be the first to admit that. I slept with another girl that had been my ex at the time. (for those of you slow I was once bisexual) When I stated that I needed to go back home so it was easier... I wasn't lying! I was in highschool living on my own driving 30 min to 2 cities away. It was hard enough to even show up, it was getting harder to make the effort. So I went back home. I know I hurt him but in a way it was for the best. Six months passed by and I was on the single market for 2 weeks until we started hanging out. We came to this conclusion that me moving it would be awesome and then what happens.... KATRINA!!!! Stupid hurricane. Well I end up in Anthony's mom's basement which we turned into a little apartment. I've been sitting here by myself thinking and I come to a conclusion this isn't working once again. We both lost homes, jobs, friends, and so much more but its not a reason to stay in the realationship out of guilt. I actually really need to get out and experience what everyone elsed has. Everyone tells me how its going to be but I'll NEVER understand until I've done it. Its like building a foundation on non-exsisant beams that one day will collapse. So here I am again. We've broken up, I'm still at his mom with him, and I'm leaving in like less than 2 weeks. I know trying to talk to him about my reasons aren't enough. I cheated on him, what else could I ask for? EVEN though, he should understand I need my time. If it never worked out the first time then chances are until problems are fixed the second time won't last either. I think thats what happened. I'm sorry but this is my way to vent... He asked me to have friendly sex. Wtf.. friends with benefits right after we break up to get a quick fix. This is another reason I thought was kind of messed up. Sexual infatuation that based the realltionship.. I don't want that. Proceeding "We have porn to get you in the mood" after I said no doesn't help either. I just don't like the way he is now. I don't know if its because of me but I feel like we've lost the connection back when we first broke up. Maybe what happened is we got together stirred up old emotions and tried to relive the realationship again... but its not working. I can do this... and I'm sorry. I love the guy to death but I need to be friends for awhile. It would be for the best instead of hurting him over and over again. AND I know he said he would do it a million times and more, but thats not healthy. So I've decided I'm leaving. I'm going to be staying with my friends Tommy and Nate. I know, I know. It looks bad for a girl to go live with two of her guy friends but what the hell. Its what I want to do and would be the best option for me now. I can keep my kitten Ryu, play FFXI, and be myself. Plus I can't put up with girls thats long, I know this. I'm sorry for those of you I said it was a possibility but I made up my mind. I know I've said somethings that could hurt people's feeling but the way I am, I don't care. It's fucking honesty and this is my page to vent or rejoice. :P Other than that I'd like to thank Daddy for getting me back to livejournal. I need to expose the tensions before I hurt someone. It's 6:30 in the morning and I need to get up look at a car at 9. I think I'll just stay up... *sighs* I'd also love to give a shout out to a friend thats been there for me. They've been nothing but loving and caring to my needs at the moment and I want to send out my cuddles and kissies.. hehe. Alright I need to get to playing on my DA. Ciao... and hey I've got the fighter's passion Per sempre fino morte!!! Damn right!!